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Author:  susie g
E-mail:  stg@sbcglobal.net
Date:  12/21/2004 4:20:26 PM
Subject:  I need some love and light
Message:  .......tonight. See today is my Son Craigs Birthday. I woke up this morning and as I always do, went to the cemetary and put out his Chirstmas tree. This is the 3rd year I've done this. For some reason this is the hardest one. I wish I knew why. I just can't seem to stop the emotions from flowing. I've always been the strong one, and have never complained or asked why. I have just wondered how I could have been better and how I could have prevented his death. I don't want you guys to pity me, cause we have all lost those we love, but I just felt I needed to talk a little about him tonight. He was one of a kind and didn't always choose the best choices. Sometimes I could have killed him my self. Sometimes, although I loved him,, I sure didn't like his actions. But he was a good soul. He would have done anything for anyone. Where have you all heard that? LOL.. I miss him. I think it dawned on me today, that he isn't coming home. Maybe I've had that thought in the back of my head and didn't even know it. I don't know. Thank you for listening. I love you all and Merry Christmas.
Susie G

 I need some love and light by susie g  at 12/21/2004 4:20:26 PM
 Re: I need some love and light by Judy C.  at 12/21/2004 4:43:42 PM
 Re: I need some love and light by Ginny G.  at 12/21/2004 5:05:04 PM
 Re: I need some love and light by Karen R  at 12/21/2004 5:26:05 PM
 Re: I need some love and light by Meeks  at 12/21/2004 6:42:34 PM
 Re: I need some love and light by Ginny G. at 12/21/2004 7:16:13 PM
 Re: I need some love and light by jimM at 12/21/2004 7:52:52 PM
 Re: I need some love and light by Mamie at 12/21/2004 8:09:24 PM
 Re: I need some love and light by larry larry at 12/21/2004 8:43:10 PM
 Re: I need some love and light by Craig at 12/21/2004 9:56:27 PM
 Re: I need some love and light by Bill Clark at 12/21/2004 11:10:17 PM
 Re: I need some love and light by Connie S  at 12/22/2004 2:46:02 AM
 Re: I need some love and light by susie g  at 12/22/2004 3:01:01 AM
 Re: I need some love and light by Kelli  at 12/22/2004 5:27:40 AM
 Re: I need some love and light by (RandyD) at 12/22/2004 8:30:14 AM
 Re: I need some love and light by Mamie at 12/22/2004 2:17:50 PM
 Re: I need some love and light by aussiedave  at 12/23/2004 2:49:02 AM